Losing It

We have spent the last week on vacation. It has been so nice and relaxing. The problem being is that when I am on vacation the idea of watching what I eat seems to go out the window. I have been snacking on the chocolate snacks that are around. Don’t forgot the donut sticks that I just had to pick up. Oh yea and did I mention all of the pop. It is just amazing how easy it is to forget the fact that I want to loose weight.

Now the nice part is the fact that we are at the lake. I have been running around playing with the children. We go into the lake and running and chasing them in the lake is so much fun. I enjoy it. Earlier today I was chasing my son up and down the sidewalk. He would run and I would chase him, and then he would turn around and chase me. It was a lot of fun.

The biggest problem with being on vacation is the lack of sleep. We are staying up later to do things with the kids. So by the time we get to bed it is late. And then the kids don’t care that we are on vacation so they still get up early, and we have to get up early. I can’t wait to get some more sleep.

I love going on vacation. It is so much fun. Especially because I get a chance to spend time with my family. I am so tired from everything. I wish I could sleep.

Here is the problem. I take Zoloft for depression. So I went up stairs to go to bed and took my pill. In the process now I feel like the pill is stuck in my throat. It hurts so bad. I can breath and drink just fine, but I have a sever pain in my throat. I can’t sleep, and if this pain does not go away soon I am not sure what i am going to do.

I am already feeling drained from the lack of sleep. I know that I am going to start to get crabby next. I just wish I could get some sleep and feel rested. Instead I feel like a walking zombie!

I just don’t understand how such a little pill can cause so much pain for the past 2 hours. I just want to cry. I have tried everything that I can possibly think of, but nothing - absolutely nothing is working.

So my last resort, is to go wake up my husband and ask for some help. Hopefully that will work and I can get some sleep before I have to get up with the kids in the morning.